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[Feb. 4th, 2010|07:30 pm] |
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| A Sum Up |
[Jan. 31st, 2010|01:05 pm] |
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| | Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out | ] | The weekend stinks big time!!! OK, yes. I'm back from my long vacation. I've been very slothful to even sign into my LJ account to write an entry. Oh well, January 2010 was filled with alot of dramas - things that happened during the month was such a cast down. I just feel like pouring everything out, but what do i really get in return? Nothing. I don't intend to share every single details but honestly, the start of 2010 was just a let down. I prayed it'll get better in time. THIS THING HAS TO STOP!
Let me ask this. Why do each and everyone of us need friends? For as many reasons, we need them to give us good advice, help us solve our problems (obviously to share good times as well) and there's so much more. They serve as one of the biggest supports in our life. We can always count on them. Right? How about true friends? They accept us for who we are. They don't enter our life, expecting us to change for them. (NO, NO, NO!) However, they correct us when we're at fault.
"Failing to be trustworthy with those intimate secrets can destroy a friendship in a hurry. Faithfulness and loyalty are key to true friendship. Without them, we often feel betrayed, left out, and lonely. In true friendship, there is no backbiting, no negative thoughts, and no turning away."
Relationship. I just need to know if there's always a problem balancing out with friends & your partner (e.g. your stead) I don't want to lose BOTH. Okay, I'm not making any point right now. My life is... flustered. I always need someone to talk to. Someone who would listen to me. In general, someone who understands. I'm blessed to have such genuine friends. I need support when times of struggle. Baby, thank you so much. And the one who consoles me, my big buddy, Farhanah. I'll mention my girls as well; thank you. (there are other more)
Oh please. I just need the following months to be better!!! If not, it's time to kick some arses. All I can tell myself now is, study <<< it's such an appalling word for me. Can just go & die.
P.S. I need to stop being so dejected. I have my loved ones. I know they're here, right? |
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[Nov. 25th, 2009|06:30 pm] |
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| Yesterday was |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|02:49 pm] |
Prom night 2009. more pix on fb (video too)XOXO, RustEE |
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